Out of it

Let’s talk. I have been gone. I mean completely out of it! I had started this blog to give insight on the first years of marriage, blended families, and life. Well all of that has kicked my ass! Repeatedly!

I have been sick in my body and even worse sick in mind. I have been unmotivated. Discouraged. Exhausted and walking with a fake smile on my face.

But why?

I lost myself. And I am not sure where. While trying to find myself. I found some qualities that have been hindered. Some feelings I didn’t want to accept and some regrets that I thought I have forgiven myself for.

One day I realized that I no longer like being a mom. And it’s mostly because my husband will not let me mom the way I know how. He wants me to do everything like him. Or he criticizes everything I do. Well I’m at this point where I just give up! But GOD!

One day I was listening to Sarah Jakes Roberts talking about get snatched back! At that moment I realized I need to get snatched out of this funk!

God has blessed me with all the tools I need to do so. I just have to use them.

By the end of this year I will be snatched out of this foolishness.